Friday, July 11, 2008

Bad Days

Not anything diabetes related, but my stress level the past couple of the days is just through the roof. I've been doing a lot of internal rants in my mind, and a lot of teeth griding over what other people are doing.

This has been the kind of week that really brings home how little control you can have about what goes on in your life. I'll be taking some steps to try and make sure that it doesn't get quite this upsetting again, and hopefully it'll help.

What frustrates me the most is the feeling that I should have been able to do something different, had more foresight, different priorities, I could have avoided it. Logically I know this is an illusion, but sometimes it's easier to blame myself for not having planned well enough than accept that there will be obstacles in my life I can never avoid.

1 comment:

Jeff said...

Hi Laura. Sorry to hear you're in a rough patch at the moment. Keep your head high, and hopefully the coming week will bring better days.